Stanza 30, November 2005

Editorial:

Sally Festing

Reviews:

Caroline Cook, Marilyn Ricci

Poems: 

Alice Beer, David Bircumshaw, Caroline Cook, Sally Festing, Norman Harrington, Anne Kind, D A Prince, Marilyn Ricci, Stuart Snowden, Pam Thompson, Huw Watkins

Poetry Book:

Karin Koller

Workshops:

Krishna Bakhai

Comment:

Ken Berry,

Events:

Norman Harrington

 

Marilyn Ricci

Drifting

You're sitting with the paper,
smelling the coffee, reading about some bloke
who sailed away for the afternoon

got blown off course,
and spent four months at sea,
collecting rain, living on gulls and fish.

You're always searching -
for something you never quite
reach, afraid of coasting too far out.

If you were brave,
you'd be inspired -
he was rescued, crazy -

just drifting, drifting.

Iota 71, September 2005

Editorial

‘'Pain, Poverty, Perfection', ballet dancers get all the sympathy, a headline in my newspaper might have referred to poets.

On a related noted, (selling poets) LPS are trying new events, and as we're in the process of planning a programme for 2006/7 feedback is particularly helpful. Comment on Philip Draycott's Desert Island Discs was very positive. We will do our best to retain a similar format. Jack Mapanje's committed poems (p12) were enjoyed by a larger and more mixed audience than usual. For the future of the society we must attract new members and we need a couple of high profile poets each season. Both are more likely if we collaborate with other groups and organizations because this spreads the net wider and makes it easier to obtain funds. The disadvantage of joint events with De Montfort is actually reaching the Clephan Building. The University however, proved welcoming hosts. We hope that in future, members who find transport and parking an obstacle will contact the Committee to see if we can ferry each other.

The quest for new members extends to our workshop which spanned, one recent week, an age range of exactly 80 years. (p9) I might add that one of the Committee, attending an Arvon course, overheard the tutors commenting on high standard of student's work. Mentioned in particular, was a poet in her nineties on a previous course, who turned out to be our own Alice. Endeavouring to bring in younger poets, we held a small workshop at De Montfort.

Though not strictly a Society event, the recent book launch at Browsers was a delightful hour of intermittent readings in an atmosphere warmed by candles and hot punch. All credit to Browsers that buying books should be such a pleasure. Stephen Stuart-Smith, long-time Editor of Enitharmon said what a nice lot LPS are!

Can we learn from Poetry Festival about how to entice people out? Do Festivals draw because they are places where things seem to be happening? Do LPS members attend them? I ventured in September to a beautiful beamed waterfront room in Thoresby College, Kings Lynn, crammed on the Saturday night, to hear readings from an Australian trio, Peter Porter, the happily controversial Les Murray and Clive James- (celebrities, as ever, bring in a crowd). The following chilly morning, I heard a discussion on 'Poetry in the changing world' by a panel that included Stephen Fry. In fact I found myself next to his delightful parents, who insisted I prompt you to buy his forthcoming venture into poetry, 'The Ode Less Travelled.'

I note how relatively small the circle of poets making the festival rounds. Peter Porter, for instance has read at nine of King's Lynn's twenty-one. Moreover, the same poet can often be heard at several venues within a year or two. Of course, their credentials are well-earned.

Ideas from Sunday's Kings Lynn panel swung high and low. Having presumably just researched his book, Fry gave a snappy survey of the subjects poetry has embraced, while Murray, described as a poet who 'monitors minutely the changing customs of Australia' is not, for one, concerned with fashion. The 2006 Kings Lynn Festival will be 22-24 Sept. Provisionally invited are Carol Anne Duffy, CK Williams, Penelope Shuttle, James Sutherland Smith and Judith Kazantis.

Marilyn has won Leicester Writer's Club poetry prize.Copies of Alex Milloy's poems, Now I am Content, are available from Nancy. It is free, with voluntary donations to the Society. Norman Harrington has put considerable effort into collaborating with the Comedy Festival and this is much appreciated (p21) We hope you are writing poems for him.

Sally Festing

David Bircumshaw

Monsieur le Directeur

I demand I desist from your service today.
What is its name je ne connais pas but let it
become Alphinor. There is a lighthouse
that says that in my head. Rocks

to your monthly bills, your fuckface threats
of final notice, dusk. I have accompted my inventories
with the snub patience of chalk. Item:
2 tusks d’ivoire (& guns for Makonnen) Item: 5 fingers

of nibs, snotted with dried ink. Item:
a lace sheet on a Belgian postcard, lightly
penned with blood. Item: a fusillade of vowels.
Item: seven volumes, unbound, of left luggage, verbs.

I leave for Suez tomorrow. By Alphinor, in a black hull.
Item: a street dog’s cough. There is something bad
sailing in my blood, no illumination lights
in nursing eyes. Tell me the time (Item) I must be

shouldered on board.

9 November, 1891. Marseille.

Crystal Clear anthology 'Speaking Words' December 2005

    David writes: This poem is based on the last letter of Arthur Rimbaud, dictated to his sister on the eve of his death. In it the poet refers to 'Aphinar', which may be a ship, or a place or the Arabic for lighthouse: al fanar. I have changed the word slightly. The letter is addressed to the 'Director' of the hospital in which the poet spent his final illness, morphine soaked as the cancer spread. Rimbaud's letter is as follows:

    Item 1 tusk only Item 2 tusks Item 3 tusks Item 4 tusks Item 2 tusks.

    M. le Directeur
    I should like to ask whether I have left anything on your account. I wish to change from this service today. I don't even know its name, but whatever it is, let it be the Aphinar line. All those services are there all over the place and I, crippled and unhappy, can find nothing - any dog in the street could tell you that.
    Please therefore send me the tariff of services from Aphinar to Suez. I am completely paralysed, and so wish to embark in good time. Tell me at what time I must be carried on board.

 

Huw Watkins

At Combwich

mud-luscious, toe-gangling not-what-in
the see-river where big boats once came-
never-again, tin-less, load-less, ore-less
and the mud turns-over-itself or sinks
on-top-of as the water rides-itself-out
and the small boats tied-down-to
poles-up in the changing channel wait
for the see-river to push-the-waters-up
to cover the mud-luscious toe-gangling
foot-sinking up-along-down where every-
one's not, where the little boy was discovered
down-further-in-later, un-mud-lusciously sunk.

Commended - Blinking Eye Publishing Competition 2005

    Huw writes: A couple of years ago Sally suggested ideas for poems for our Social read-around by providing lines taken from poems. The phrase mud-luscious was taken from a poem by e.e. cummings.
    The poem is based on a landscape I am familiar with; the small boy was an imaginative addition!

Untitled

This is a circular story - a tale that goes round and round.
Breast, bottle, cup, glass, bottle .... WAIT, you have missed out
breast. No; no breast, not any more; back on to bottle.

Sometimes I dream only of water, of pure water; water filtered
through charcoal that glistens of purity, that shines through the years like that temporal vision of St. Augustine. From pleasure to baptism.

My father, in his non-conformist voice, took as his text, 'Water is
the staff of life,' but then my father was a good man and a purist.
And that was a long time ago. I have plunged my hands in the water, father, up to the -wrist, and stared, and wondered. Now Auden has gone too, face all leather and drought.

I remember coming home from school and telling you how camels
could go for days on end without any water and you smiled.

4th prize, Mail on Sunday

    Huw writes: This was an entry in The Mail on Sunday competition, in 1990, for the first 150 words of a novel which must somehow involve water. I was on a course in Glamorgan at the time and someone brought in a cutting about the comp. I wrote my entry as soon as I got home. What started it off I have no idea.. There were over 6,000 entries and I got an equal-Fourth prize. The six winning entries were published in the Mail on Sunday. My prize was £150 in Book Tokens and my photograph was in the paper too. In those days, with my long locks of black hair like David Bircumshaw, I was as handsome as Cary Grant or David Niven or Clark Gable, but not Wallace Beery. William Boyd, one of the judges, amongst other things, said it was almost a prose poem, but John Mortimer confided to me over lunch in some posh restaurant, that it was not really the start to a novel! (Only twice in my life have I been in a posh London restaurant, so I like boasting about it!) I have always inwardly disagreed with John Mortimer's conclusion and hope to start on the novel before 2010. The above will be part of a short Preface. The novel will be based on the life of St Augustine, except my character will start as a somewhat saint and end up going to the dogs. I shall have difficulty with the start, but the end should come pretty easily to mind. Even so, any helpful comments, especially based on experience, about becoming dissolute, degenerate, or out of control will be most welcome. These I will not divulge to anyone.

 

Krishna Bakhai

Elevating my pastime

The awesome fact about poetry is that it can be written by everyone, read by anyone and about anything at all. I’d written poetry to express my emotions – a pastime because I could make my words rhyme. I now aspired to improve my creative writing and this would also coincide with my English Language A-Level course. Not having a clue about how to take poetry further than just an interest, I consulted the librarian at my local library. She suggested searching for a Poetry Society…and so with the aid of Google, I found the website for Leicester Poetry Society.

I contacted Sally; she was very friendly and e-mailed back telling me about the Poetry Workshop on Fridays. I wondered who would be there, would my poems be good enough and most of all whether I would fit in. I thought "I’m only 16 years old, there’d be no-one like me or my style of poetry may be totally different". I haven’t read that much modern poetry either; writing poetry is the best part for me! On the other hand, I believed that poetry is for everyone, so how could I stereotype without going?

I was nervous, looking forward to it and a tiny little bit scared! Mum gave me a lift and Sally introduced me to everyone, they were welcoming and supportive – I was no longer worried. There were published poets, beginners like me – but we all had a genuine interest of poetry in common. It was great to hear feedback on the presented poems; the Workshop helped me elevate my pastime to a new level. For the next session I’m going to bring a copy of my own poem called "Feelings that fill my words"…wish me luck!

 

Norman Harrington

Sparkles

His young sparkling eyes
Beam on her pout
He kisses it
Sees her lack of response to others
As shyness
She is his alone
And he will protect her.
Imagines the future
A steady warm glow
Often increasing to brilliant love.

My older unsparkling eyes
See the sulk lurking
Behind the pout
Self preoccupation masked as shyness
I want to warn him
Before the long night;
His lighting is faulty
His sparkles will fuse
One by one.

Poetry Digest, November 1989

 

Stuart Snowden

A Girl for all Seasons

When she is melancholy
Autumn cannot match
Her multi-coloured broodings.

When she is angry
Winter's storms and torrents
Unleash before your eyes.

But, when she stands before me,
Naked and loving,
Spring and Summer merge
Burst into bloom
And fill the room with roses.

Iota, 1996

Philip Draycott’s Desert Island Discs, 14 October 2005

A satisfying number of listeners gathered to hear a feast of poems lovingly prepared by Philip. His enthusiasm and knowledge were soon evident, and he is a lively communicator. His taste in poetry proved eclectic and we were treated to works of very differing natures ranging from the opening of Paradise Lost to a rendering of Victoria Wood’s "Let’s Do It" with, in between, snatches of Elizabethan poetry, Whitman, Yeats, Larkin, Duffy and many other poets.

I wish we could have lingered over many of the poems we just flitted over. Sadly, time did not permit and Philip had reluctantly to axe several of the additional poems he had hoped to read.

I think the radio programme "Desert Island Discs" restricts the guest to eight pieces. There is some wisdom in this. Less is more. But it was fun.

Caroline Cook

Jack Mapanje, De Montfort University, 11 November, 05

I confess straight away - I'm a fan. I met Jack when he was writer in residence at The Open University and he was kind enough to allow the small literary magazine I was co-editing (Upstart) to publish an extract from his prison memoirs which he had only recently started to write.

Jack began the reading describing his life journey from his home in Malawi, to the metropolis (university and London) for education, back home to be arrested and imprisoned - he was held in the infamous Mikuyu prison for almost four years without charge or trial - to be freed and then return to the metropolis. And so he took us with him from 'pillar to post', between the UK and Malawi.

He began with a new poem written when he was writer in residence at Dove Cottage in the Lakes. Altar Boy at Sixty was packed with images from his childhood, crocodiles in the lake, incense and latin slogans from his Catholic schooling. The latter repeated to good effect throughout the poem. In many ways, a sad piece 'binning the romantic at sixty' asking what had he done of any worth?

I think his latest publication - The Last of the Sweet Bananas, New and Selected Poems (Bloodaxe, 2004) - a significant and excellent contribution -answers that question. He has been linguist, teacher, editor and human rights activist.

The Taxis of North Yorkshire was another recent poem culled from his many trips to readings and workshops. The familiar blend in his work being politics and the voices of ordinary people. These are the people Jack is interested in and brings alive.

He's also interested in itinerant people, like the hitchhiker he picked up on one of his journeys from his home to Dove Cottage - Justine Cops of Clapham Village - which finally takes him back to standing on Clapham Junction station when he was studying in London many years before.

There's often humour in his poems. In Now That Sept 11 Should Define Mr Western Civilisation, he recalls being summoned to the British Council in Malawi before he first came to London where the woman stressed,

'                                        ‘If you do not listen you'll be ...
     Embarrassed when invited to civilised homes!'
     Meaning where people ate with knives, forks, spoons;'

The reality was rather different:

                                                             'fish'n' chips
     With our flipping fingers, from the cones of London's
     Evening Standard Newspaper? Walking down Portobello
     Market that evening, didn't we laugh, laugh, laugh until
     We broke wind, tears running down cheeks...'

The mood became more sombre when we returned to Malawi.

He spoke, briefly, about his reputation as a 'political' poet. He wants to write a 'normal' poem like Heaney's Digging but circumstances have not allowed that. He has seen famine in his home village and some in Malawi are still suffering the same fate. It makes him angry that people are starving in countries that are perfectly capable of sustaining them. He has to resist the structures which keep ordinary people - those who suffer most - silent and invisible.

Out of Bounds (Or Our Maternity Asylum) contained stark images of a maternity ward in Malawi where:

'      Sixty inmates of spasming women top & tail
     On thirty beds, ninety others with infants'

some of whom will be 'jostled out' when the President pays his Christmas visit.

I like to hear something new, or a work-in-progress, at a reading and Jack ended with the final movement of a poem tracing the history of Africa, slavery, Zulu imperialism, British imperialism and the dictatorships. Sometimes he berated fellow Africans, sometimes he forced me to gulp at his frankness.

It was a smashing evening. Jack Mapanje made us laugh, made us think and, maybe, re-think. An evening of candour, anger, joy and, above all, passion.

Marilyn Ricci

D A Prince

Not even in colour

What I didn't know then, but have learned to know now
is that the foreign films you took me to
weren't your own passion, but picked up.

I was still going to films for happy endings,
like I read novels for stories, poems for rhyme,
so I never understood your misty craving
for the Seven Samurai, or Ingmar Bergman.

They weren't even in colour. Where was
the South Pacific blue? the paintbox
Sound of Music? the happiness rolled out
somewhere Over the Rainbow?

                                                   After an evening
sitting in darkness watching different darkness
flickering in front of us, without even an ice cream,
surrounded by serious and solitary silences,
it was back to your flat, hoping
you could tell me what we'd been looking at.
Something was significant, but why
did it have to be in a foreign language ?
Reading the subtitles never helped.

And you could never explain your absences, the way
even though you'd seen every film before,
you couldn't remember names, who found true love,
or why no one got married. Sometimes,
you even whispered me into someone else.

Poetry Nottingham 58/3. Summer 2004

What time is it, Mr Wolf?

Mr Wolf has eyes screwed tight, his fists
balled into dumplings, concentrating
on the rules. Today he's learned thistles,
a difficult door-handle, excuse me,
crackle of the cornflake packet, the cat's nose,
broccoli, striped curtains, woodlice,
the smell of doormats. He has eaten
half a boiled egg, toast with Marmite
(but left the crusts), a banana.

The sun tickles like a blanket, the sort
his aunt keeps spare in a wheezing wardrobe
where sneezes hide. He knows
he mustn't laugh at the sun's fingers
but keep as still as church. He wants to feel
how they creep closer, mummy, daddy,
inching like grasshoppers, like the giggle
that can't be stoppered. He's got to get this right,
listening in puckered darkness
for the tilt of shadows, for light splitting open,
where he can roar Dinner time! and run, scream,
stumble, scramble at them all: the winner.

Published in Orbis 128, Spring 2004

 

Soundswrite 2005 anthology of contemporary poetry

Soundswrite is a group of women poetry enthusiasts from across the Midlands who meet regularly to discuss poetry and share our own writing. Originally formed in 2000, we decided to celebrate our first five years by publishing an anthology of our poetry, under our own imprint Soundswrite Press. We didn’t have any funds to kick-start the project, so needed to keep production costs as low as possible. John Lucas gave us a good piece of advice when he suggested we use the online printers Lightning Source. A number of small presses use Lightning Source, and they’ve built up a good reputation. We were very fortunate in being given a choice of digital images to use for the cover by John Gilboy. John runs the Orange Street Gallery in Uppingham, and is an artist in his own right. Everyone who sees the anthology comments on the terrific cover – an abstract image of the profile of a woman’s head.

The anthology includes poems from the 12 women actively involved with Soundswrite from 2003 to 2004, and is edited by Pat Corina and myself. To begin with we found ourselves with a seemingly disparate set of poems. But rather than take the easy option of placing each poet’s contribution alphabetically by name, we decided to try and link the poems together in some way. Denise Levertov used to take great pains over the arrangement of poems in her collections, and once said, ‘A book of separate poems can in itself be a composition, and to compose a book is preferable to randomly gathering one.’ To begin with we arranged them into ‘themes’. The poems took on an extra dimension when ordered in this way, but the names of themes seemed to interrupt the flow, so we dispensed with names, leaving readers to make connections for themselves.

The anthology was officially launched on 5th November, at a relaxed evening generously hosted by Browsers Bookshop in Leicester. Profit from sales of the anthology is being donated to the Leicestershire branch of the Parkinson’s Disease Society and to date we’ve sold nearly 200 copies. If anyone would like to buy a copy (£3.95, inclusive of p&p), please send a cheque made out to "Soundswrite" to 52 Holmfield Road, Leicester LE2 1SA.

Karin Koller, November 2005.

 

Anne Kind

Time for Turning

Tired of life, in pain
they cry for comfort.

Here come the action dolls
march in step, one to each bed.

It’s time for turning.

Their white-haired babies, unaware
sink into sleep, the dolls insist.

The babies turn faces to the wall
cry, wave goodbye,
it’s time for turning.

Envoi, March 2005

Releasing The Enemy

During a game of Bridge
my German partner opens the bidding
"two hearts".....

Above her, where I look
rather than into her eyes before replying
hang the stiff Germanicheads
of her ancestors, not a smile among them.

Suddenly a wave of affection
having resented her Prussian background
her complaints about Russians
pillaging her grandfather’s farm,
after they dragged him into the wood.
Shots, silence;
she and her sisters refugees....

I had heard that story years ago
only today it penetrates my soul
Two hearts; a strong call.

Staple, 1996

 

Alice Beer

Stone on the Beach

The four year old picks up a stone, a smooth grey pebble,
the white ridge of a band of quartz
divides it into two unequal halves;
the sun lights up the dots of mica.
He smiles because he's happy with his find, the sun,
the smell of seaweed left by the retreating tide.
His fingers close around the stone, he starts to run.
Mum, Mum, look what I found!

They walk along the beach, Father and Mother, son.
Father picks up a smooth grey pebble
With mica shining golden in the grey,
a white quartz ridge dividing it in two unequal halves.
Father picks up the stone and weighs it in his hand.
This and the smell of seaweed, left by the retreating tide,
reminds him of his youth.
Watch! he calls and, left foot forward,
he sends it skimming, dancing across the shining water.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 times! he shouts.
His wife can't hide her smiles.

The old man stomps along the beach.
He notices a stone, a white quartz ridge
dividing it in two unequal halves;
the spots of mica sparkle in the sun.
Fool's gold, he thinks, not worth the effort
of altering his stride.

Young Jewish * girl picks up a smooth grey stone,
a white quartz ridge dividing it in two unequal halves,
The grains of mica sparkle in the sun.
She gently strokes it, finds comfort in the thought
that, thought divided, it's still one.
She puts it in her pocket to lay on Mother's grave
telling her she's been here and that she loves her.

* It is a Jewish custom to place a stone on the grave in a cemetery.

Commended in over-sixties Section of Barnet Poetry Anthology 1996

Leicester Comedy Festival

Laughter Lines
Leicester Adult Education Centre, Friday 17 Feb, 7.30 pm

It is time for Leicester Poetry Society to reach out. By being part of the Comedy festival, our evening of poetry reading and our society will be advertised in thousands of brochures. We hope to recruit some new members after the reading and make a profit on the evening. Taking the Society to Leicestershire and beyond could even help us to get grants.

In the cold dark days of winter, an evening of laughter is a tonic. Rob Gee, a talented and experienced compere and a few of his friends from his Brightside group will join us.

If you are not yet on my list to read one or two of your own or someone elses poems, and would like to do so, please telephone me on 0116 230 2529.

Norman Harrington

 

Sally Festing

Daughters of the House

Ancestral Home built 1601 by Dan O'Connor

Each year bracken uncurls pale heraldic horns.
Shamrock, foxgloves. The men walked so quietly
into the seasons only the lake knew they were there.

Came the rain,
they scuffed the fogged-up rooms,
heard women jabber above the wind,

saw, eyes smoke-itched,
a mermaid slink from underwater
in silence and darkness, thrashing her split-finned tail.

She rose and fell with brown trout, salmon and silver eels,
torso plump as the bounty of their hauls.
All up in the air there were hallelujahs

Holy Mother, their hearts burned with the beauty of her,
thighs ached with longing.
And sons stayed on

But daughters got away - Martena, Helena, Deirdre,
Lorena and Anne-Marie - eyes like
silver stolen from mountain lakes.

Iota 61, Autumn 2004

Sunny green sea

Max Beckmann,1905

Do we continually cross
some place between what we say and what we feel,
slipping among green fingers, white fingers?

The artist peers inside the human head fishing up
smashed images of stained glass,
shadows that swallow a face.

Other times he walks right in
extracts a sailor
clasping a fish as if it were his truth.

 

The spectator moves from the story we inhabit
to what is real
not so much amid destruction

as at the building of a new world,
yet weedy strands
disturb the boundaries that overlap

in speckled silver
like shoals of whitebait after new grazings
beneath a skim of light.

Magma 30, Winter 2004/5

Ken Berry

Beauty truly is more than just skin deep

The modern philosopher Ludwig Wittgenstein once said that the word "beautiful" is rarely used nowadays, and even then often as a form of interjection. Perhaps he meant when somebody in local dialect says "Ooh, ya beauty" in response to a particularly titillating bit of gossip, or a countrified person says "Thar's a beaut" about a shiny red Rayburn. However, there might be a more recent attempt to re-introduce the word into our vernacular. Abstract painter Wassily Kandinsky believed the word would acquire popular usage to describe the coming Romanticism of modern art.

"Beautiful" is a funny colloquialism, but its root - the abstract noun, "beauty" - has been much addressed by poets and artists. John Keats may not have been speaking in his own voice when he ended his poem Ode On A Grecian Urn with the phrase: "Beauty is truth, truth beauty" Picasso, however, would have demurred, considering that art is a beautiful lie that reminds us of truth.

The late Dr Chris Challis might have said that to use the term "beauty" or "beautiful" in a poem is like over-egging the pudding. It seems redundant or superfluous to something which is often about beauty itself in some sense or other:

Philip Larkin was probably far too utilitarian a poet to use the word much in his own poetry, but "beauty" is perennial. Only yesterday, I overheard "beautiful" used in conversation by several people within the space of few minutes - once in reference to a letter someone had received, once about a meal and also to describe a person.

Fashion-conscious people, or the acting fraternity, may use the word all the time. It may be used to describe a dress, a scenic view or a flower. A branch of philosophy, aesthetics, has even sprung into existence, which is often associated with its principles.

When "beauty" becomes more exaggerated or dynamic in character, it may transmute into the "sublime", as when we describe a frightening thunderstorm or a snowy mountain peak.

In her book Beauty Bound, Rita Freedman explores the problem of a woman's beauty. She accepts that the word may be "gender-

neutral", but discusses the stereotypes and the beauty industry, and suggests it may not be ageist or sexist to consider we might survive through our beauty.

Female beauty may be, Freedman says, a social myth or part of our general perception of our hidden selves, while beauty rituals of modern society may help deal with mind-body problems. The more complex modern culture gets, perhaps, the more likely we are to readmit the word "beautiful" into common usage, aware that it doesn't refer just to externals, but to what lies within.

The Leicester Mercury, 2004

 

Pam Thompson

In Sparkenhoe Street

She’s just ahead of me on a dry, dusty August afternoon,
eating Cadbury’s Minstrels, slotting each thick iced chocolate
coin into her mouth. I can feel them sticky in her palm, melting
through her fingers. Go home, the shout says silent in my head,
pack up, take off

             or she’s behind me; each time I turn she stops,
fumbles in her bag; at last extracts a yellow Perspex lighter,
a small gold box, and, as if this were being filmed, she tips her
head and lights that cigarette for ever

             and then he’s there, as if by expert editing,
and again, if this were a film, a lingering close-up
of her hair, her eyes and we, the onlookers, would think
her thoughts, supply her silent words

             outside the script, forever, maybe, or not yet.
Two prostitutes in a doorway give him the eye
and I want to snatch her key, frogmarch her through the hall,
the kitchen, past his guitar, past the half-painted mural

             of some semi-tropical lush Arcadian scene
where lily leaves vie for oxygen with spiralling vines,
and out into the back yard, find that foothold in the wall
give her a leg up; a final farewell of one open ticket for
somewhere out of here, somewhere bigger.

Mslexia, July 2005: Poetry Competition runner-up

Haiku

Sun shines through raindrops.
Seven coloured streamers fly.
Miracle of light.

Spring 2004 "Time Haiku"

 

Caroline Cook

Franz Marc's Dreamlives of Animals

Love is the well-spring and the source
of bladed light that streams towards them in the glade,
disclosing, as it passes, planes of radiance inside
an underworld of glowing primaries.

The deer, the slight doe, lifts her head, senses a presence.
Purple fox lies coiled in sleep. A cream dog muses,
folds to snow but feels no chill. Marc’s love is guardian.

See how great rumps of vivid horses rise like landscape in the foreground!
Rolling mounds like clouds or hills,
or else they bend their necks to take a blessing.

All are spellbound in a heaven of dreaming
- and they never wake.

Chosen by Andrew Motion to appear in the exhibition catalogue "Love in Art"
at the Arndean Gallery, London. Feb. 2004

HE

had changed;
no longer needed praise, was satisfied with little,
shared the hall with kids on weekdays. He
had aged, but wore his jaw now gleamingly close-shaved,
had tamed his mane, for when in Rome ... They
were busy at machines, with hives to stoke, and jars
to stack, large orders to despatch — real orders now,
that weighed upon their minds; hadn’t the time for
beads, Beatitudes. They’d pressed hold, cleared the screen. He
had understood,
and didn’t see it all as bad. Basilicas were barns,
rococo onion-towers not to his taste, marble sarcophagi
enough to freeze the blood of Saint Pierre. No, he was
— reconciled, he liked to think: their heavy burdens
lifted off his back. No longer feared, he now felt
free to fly. They
sometimes thought of him, remembered stories, told the tale
at Xmas, marked a criss-cross on an Easter bun
and blurted out his names when they got ratty.
And when someone died they all met up inside his house,
like on a Treasure Hunt, discovering, offended, that
the prize had gone

Coffee House Poetry magazine, January 2004.
runner-up in 2004 Competition

 

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